The Blog Experience
Reflecting and evaluating on the blog experience
I just finished reviewing my blog experience for the semester. Several themes emerged. At the beginning of the semester, I seemed to be stuck on feeling that I already knew most of what the readings had to say. Although I felt this way, I liked feeling affirmed – in other words, I felt like the readings were supportive of my practice. I realize that I was also feeling defensive about my own classroom – when I read about practices that I was not employing, I kept trying to think of reasons that the practices were not possible in my classroom or reasons that I didn’t believe that the practices were good ones. However, one of the best things that has happened for me in this class is that I truly have come to realize the value of being a reflective practionioner. Being reflective not only means thinking about what you believe and what you do as we have done in our blogs, but being a reflective practionioner also means that you take what you have reflected on and you ACT on your reflections. While reflecting is good in and of itself, reflection that doesn’t bring about some change in the practionioner doesn’t fulfill its real function – and that is to make the reflector do things in a new and better way. It’s kind of like assessment – assessment is good, but if we don’t use it to inform our instruction, what is the real value of doing the assessment in the first place?
I had never blogged before and I was surprised at how easily the words came to me once I started writing. For me, the outlet of writing about what I had read was the primary benefit of blogging – not so much hearing what others had to say about what I had written or even reading and responding to other people’s blogs. When I read an article that made me mad, I was able to vent. When I read an article that got me inspired, I was able to go into my classroom and use the ideas I had read about. Reading and then blogging reinforced the essence of what I read – in the same way that re-reading a story or responding to a story by drawing a picture does for the children in my classroom. I am a person who learns by doing things – it takes me a while to internalize new concepts, but if I can take what I have read and do it, then my comprehension of what I’ve read is much greater.
I was not able to give as much time as I would have liked to reading other people’s blogs. I usually responded to the same few people because they seem to be on the same blogging schedule as me. I also usually tried to read the blogs of the people in my PLT – it was a good way to get to know them better and feel connected. Reading other people’s blog entries usually reinforced my own beliefs or thoughts, but every now and then I read one that made me look at things differently or at least see another perspective. I liked reading the entries of people who were not teachers to get their perspectives on what teaching seemed like to them. I did like knowing that I was part of a community of bloggers who shared their experiences with me.
Blogging also made me feel more technologically savvy. I liked knowing that blogging was something I could do. It made me feel more connected to everyone and I do believe that I will miss it.